Random Responses to those that know…. Okay, I can’t take it anymore. Of all the memes for you to comment and like on. Dan Davis, Just WHAT in the holy fuck are you doing here? Where the fuck were you all last year when I needed you? Oh that’s rightContinue Reading

Todd Cawyer AKA Todd Collier AKA Ashir Ashirov 2., 3., 4., and 5. USS Rainier (TAOE 7)formerly USS RAINIER AOE 7 Military Sealift Command – deactivated –Location Bremerton, WA Incident Dates Oct2000-Mar2001Interior Comms Division2. IC2Dietz, 3. ET1Bantug, 4. Vice Admiral Kendall L. Card, 5. Daniel M. Davis 2-8-56 – 529Continue Reading

In human beings, it is belief that drives us. What is tangible, what is seen and heard and felt is many times different than what we “believe” and have faith in. Belief and faith shape our minds, and our hearts, an ultimately our actions. There is no logic or rationaleContinue Reading

In his childish little self-absorbed delusional bubble, me turning Phillip down was the “cause” of all of this. As if I somehow “deserved” to have my life ruined because I chose protecting my children over being a trophy for some jealous spoiled rotten little rich kid who wanted to knowContinue Reading

Phillip never kept his promises unless he had to. None of them did, not even Zhihong. Zhihong fancied himself the devil making twisted deals. He even used to joke and call himself “Lucifer”. In his warped mind, preprogrammed by stereotypical bullshit because “Christian” is the way he wanted to portrayContinue Reading

Zhihong once taught me that in organized crime there are four main ventures. Politics – The White Horse “And I looked, and behold, a white horse. He who sat on it had a bow; and a crown was given to him, and he went out conquering and to conquer.” (Revelation 6:2)Continue Reading